Pompous -may(be) a prayer.

Imagine that you prayed like this; I know and acknowledge thatYOU are omniscient and omnipotent. i on the other hand is seeking...immediate joy and fulfillment, not knowing how much that will affect me in the next second. However!Lowly at heart,-let my will be done-somehow this time. What will I be called this time? Pompous?

Is Any One Researching Death Actively?

Because I want to know so that I can follow that research. This will be very much suited for another chapter of "sex sent me to the E.R" but I think it's far deeper than that so I'm just going to write this as an individual story.  I asked this question on my Instagram story …

Defining barbarah And Returning.

At this point, I hold nothing against you if you are receiving a notification or email notifying you that I have posted again and you roll your eyes. I am actually rolling my eyes at myself too. You are even allowed to chuckle, kiss your teeth or even unsubscribe from getting notified when I post …

Sex Sent Me To The E.R (01.06.21)

I’m not allowed to write about my patients but sometimes I really just want to share into details all the sadness that surround me for 8 hours and 12 hours other times, just so some people will... I dunno be kind and humane for the period left for them to be on earth. On days …

A Personal Appeal For Mystical Healing.

Written for A journey to healing by Afiya. One day, my sister mentioned to me that whenever she goes on her knees and she remembers to pray for her family members and she happens to think of me, she prays to God to help my “mood swings” go away. Now you might be wondering how …

To Kill The Person Who Dreams

You are invited to my pity partyYou get a plus one but I advise you do not attend Lately, I've been tricking myself (or not) with the statement- Life is not that serious and that I need to chill. then I saw this girlShe was runningSo fast I could barely make her outthen I ask …

This daunting thing called Life

is a love story being told. The kids have grown to the point where they saylife is not sweet because I am not richi do not have all the money I want.Honestly, that's not entirely true.-Money cannot buy everything,money cannot send you all places,money cannot get you everything, true friendship, love, inner peace, mindfulness,ability to …

Blogmas: On the 14th day of Christmas,

i was tired and alone.  I slept after 8:00am today and was intermittently awoken by a friend until I finally woke up after 1:00pm overwhelmingly lonely for like three minutes. It happened so fast and then I felt tired and quite sad. I laid on the bed in the supine position starring at my ceiling fan and thinking …