by barbarah Degley
this close- 11:45pm So I hold it tenderly under my breath,your name, like a fragile baby bird cupped in my hands.At night it flutters about the cage of my ribs,thrashing against bone bars,begging for release.In daylight I cling to stray crumbs of your gaze,foolishly feasting on the way you look at her.think about hersing for … Continue reading Crushing, Limerence and everything in between.
denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance I don't know what exactly they sayand i suspect they don't know what they say eitherI want to guess it's something like this they pray; Lord, this pain leaves me emptyMy insides scooped out...All I can do is wet your lips, stroke your hair, provide a glimpse of comfort … Continue reading The Fervid Prayer Of A Relative.
(maybe I should start using word)- 9:18pm That dizzying swoon, the impending doom,Of unrequited possibility,This limerent lunacy consuming me. My nervous laughter betraying my cool,Foolish, lovestruck, feeling like a fool,Longing for your glance to make contact,Hopelessly distracted by this abstract. The sheer anticipation of your presence,My shy smile hinting at adolescence,The rollercoaster within my brain,... … Continue reading Crushing, Limerence and everything in between.
Si tu m'aimes demain Memory is a funny thingWe should laugh at it often.You & I, we laugh too much thoughNot at memories, but we laugh a lot.We laugh at general jokesMapsJerry and Georgeastronomical phenomenonSimba being vegan. Si tu m'aimes demain (I should remember things we laugh at more, especially when we are laughing that … Continue reading Like the first day,
Imagine that you prayed like this; I know and acknowledge thatYOU are omniscient and omnipotent. i on the other hand is seeking...immediate joy and fulfillment, not knowing how much that will affect me in the next second. However!Lowly at heart,-let my will be done-somehow this time. What will I be called this time? Pompous?
that there is proof that i once loved.
Because I want to know so that I can follow that research. This will be very much suited for another chapter of "sex sent me to the E.R" but I think it's far deeper than that so I'm just going to write this as an individual story. I asked this question on my Instagram story … Continue reading Is Any One Researching Death Actively?
At this point, I hold nothing against you if you are receiving a notification or email notifying you that I have posted again and you roll your eyes. I am actually rolling my eyes at myself too. You are even allowed to chuckle, kiss your teeth or even unsubscribe from getting notified when I post … Continue reading Defining barbarah And Returning.
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